"So.... I thought that my last post was really funny...

but nobody must be of the same opinion of my most hilarious self, considering that no one has replied within the given amount of time that qualifies a post into the "funny" category.  Thanks to you two... my post has not made it.

  I mean .. geezzzs.  I was at least expecting a one paragraph .. post... okay .. to be totally honest (which is a quality that I try to posses) I was HOPING for a one paragraph post but was really expecting a sentence constructed in the format of the following... "lol... no I don't mind.  Yeah, sometimes it's great to have something unnatural happen once in awhile.  I love you both.  BFF"    

Anyways... though nobody has replied to my well lade out post (or so I thought when I pressed enter.. I have yet to read it all the way though to reassure myself)  I shall not be discourage from posting in the future or even to reply to posts made by other individuals who have not given the best example but are close to my heart just the same (to say the least).  I fully understand the amazing lives you all lead and the social status that you must keep in tack.  I am being totally serious... reading that last sentence I thought that I caught a note of sarcasm in my voice (my typed words).  If you happened to catch it as well please know that it is nothing serious to consider and please dismiss it as a mere lack of correct computer communication.  If that made sense at all... you may continue on the next thought that I may randomly put on the page.. screen.
  
   No random thought is coming to me... considering the mood that I 'm in (which I am sure that you have figured out already) is not quite natural .. maybe I am transferring into a new mood. .... that's nothing special... considering that it happens.   Happens every now and then.. usually after a day of fighting discouragement (coming from myself) and lonelyness.  But tomorrow I will most likly have moved on and will get up with a new sunrise and begin the first day of the rest of my life.

God bless you both
I love you so much that you can not even imagine.
Your sister in Christ and your friend forever and even longer

~GUIN~