Falling asleep in the library.

I am so tired and I am supposed to be doing Spanish.  How can anyone expect me to understand a languege I don't speak when I am falling asleep??  I am not sure why I asked that question because I sincerly hope that niether of you two do.
 I just can't focuse and dad won't be here to pick me for another 12 minuets.  I can't wait. I just want to leave this place of study. To go home and.... I should go home and study but I think that I might not.  OhHhh I want summer to be here already!!! I want to be free to go and visit people in Porterville and go to Tehachapi and help Colleen move. I want to be with my nieces and nephews. I want to talk and hang out with my friends, go to mass with them, youth group, parties (if there happen to be any when I am there.)  I just want to be ... anyways... enough with the complaining. Praise God that I am here. The place he wants me. I don't know why but he does... but that should be enough for me to be okay with it.
Pray really hard for me girls. (pass the message on to gryphon) I am not sure that I can go or even will go to Stuebenville.  Its really hard because the time with you girls is so special and the time with the others as well. I am praying about this and asking God to speak to me. I need his counsle.  I am thinking about (thinking about and praying, no final thing yet) visiting some religious orders over the summer. I have no idea which ones, how I will get there or even if we can offord it but this is something, like I said, that I am praying about it and asking that you lift it up in pray also. If God wants me to go anywhere than things will fall into place.
I have to go because dad will hopefully be here soon.
God bless you
Your sister in Christ
~GUIN~